The book behind the 24th door of the advent calendar reminds me of the underbelly of Christmas time; those moments you have as a child when you’re not really sure what’s going on, but you just know somehow that things are not as they should be.
‘Giant in the Doorway’ by Marion Tracy, Published by HappenStance
HappenStance is an independent publisher based in Scotland that specialises in poetry pamphlets. In addition to publishing, they review chapbooks and provide information about pamphlet publishing in general, mostly via their sister site Sphinx. They also operate an interesting subscription scheme that is worth looking into:
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‘Giant in the Doorway’ by Marion Tracy is a collection of poems that begins with an evocative account of one day and night in a holiday cottage, from the point of view of a child struggling to make sense of her mother’s psychiatric illness. The subsequent poems extend the narrative through a mature (but no less emotive) reflection on the mother’s life, death and legacy.
Here’s a taster poem, as featured on the HappenStance site:
I’m in the double bed next to judith
lennie is asleep in the cot moon lays down
a clean bandage onto the floor I can hear
the sea singing with my mother
their voices mutter and shout
and dip and scream together below
and outside I know the word mad
but when I ask judith what’s wrong
with mummy exactly and judith says
she can’t spell it or pronounce it I know
judith doesn’t want to talk about it
I shouldn’t talk about it
Buy ‘Giant in the Doorway’ direct from HappenStance now for £4.00.
[Day 24 on the Poetry Advent Calendar is ‘You are Not’ by Nathan Lunt]